Monday, February 15, 2010
something inside that I need to get out
This is kinda a weird one for me to write about: This is one of those things that you usually keep to yourself.
Yesterday was Valentines day and for some reason rings were dropping from the heavens. Now its not that I want a ring- I am not even close to thinking about that. Its something more deeply disturbing me- I want to be a bridesmaid.
WHY???
I think its because I always get B team (or no team). And this makes me think- and I a B team friend to these girls?
Don't get me wrong- I love being included as house party- but every time I get that I think I am being placed on the Junior Varsity team.
This is a PROBLEM. I know it is- and so I confess to the cyber world. I want to be a bridesmaid and it pains me that I even care. But I do {to a extnet}
And knowing competative self- I don't want to be "friends" with someone or get closer to someone while they are talking to their soon to be. I have seen this in others and am always checking my intentions- even just getting invited to the wedding- you know you recieve the save the date to post on your fridge. That's another post all together.
So to the friends that are engaged. I am HAPPY that you are, and I am sorry that I even THINK about bridesmaid stuff. I want to focus on the main thing that this is all really about....you.
to
THE BRIDE.
You are stunning- and I love the times that we have spent together. Thanks for being in my life.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
When I grow Up
When I Grow Up...
I adore her list. so many dreams. so many goals. Totally inspiring.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
More therapy than anything.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Migration
Saturday, November 14, 2009
No boarders: Just Horizons
My last post is almost a month ago; and SO much has changed. And in one month my life in Waco- will be no longer.
The winds have changed and are blowing me to DENVER COLORADO!
The house in Waco has sold! And thats allows me to be free. To go....ahhhh Deep Breath.
THE WORLD IS AT MY FINGERTIPS.
{no boarders. just horizons}
Monday, October 19, 2009
This time last year. CRAZY!
After a long long weekend. My favorite part was chillin with mom and dad by the firepit.
"communism is like the church"
A sample of his preaching, I took notes so I would be more disciplined ;)
- Integrity
- How do you handle money
- Read moments accurately- when to speak- not to speak
- Disapline yourself relentlessly
- Overflow with generosity- not only about your thing
- Keep your motives Pure
- Create Unity Constatly
- Work Hard- willing to do what it takes
- Trust God
Jill my roommate has a dad that has a church, Northwood, I visted about two weekends ago. They work extensively with Vietnam. She has grown up with a understanding of that culture, and this past summer as well as other times before she has served and been a witness to the people that she encountered.
Vietnam sent diplomats over to the church- and it was a big day for Jill and her family. What was neat was the connection that might go down with Baylor. Baylor sent some Deans up to meet them. I rode up with Dean Garland of social work. Let me tell you how freakin excited I was when I figured out who we were riding up with. This lady is a BIG deal at Baylor, her husband happens to be the interum pres currently. I got a good dose of Baylor politics as well as conversation about things that social work majors do. I understand bethany, eva, bethann, andrea, and LM so much more now.
She is legit. And again I felt legit to be sitting at a table with some extreamly high up diplomats of Vietnam as well as the deans of Baylor. This one in particular said "the church is like communism- you sign up to serve". I don't think I agree- but this picture says he is a fun guy at heart. yeeehaw cowboy- yeeehaw.