More therapy than anything.

While people around the world are celebrating Christmas; I continue to pack. <> My hands are black with newspaper ink, and my back tired.- I know I am being dramatic and yes kinda a brat.... Yet as I write this I have my back to the fireplace. A fireplace is THE most important part of a house to me. I hope that the next house where my parents end up has a beautiful fire place or two. But its weird not having any Christmas cheer let alone any relaxation<>. But its GREAT to be around siblings and parents that you can be fully yourself around. Letting yourself be pissed, upset, tired and most of all weird. I think that is the greatest gift of all at the holidays- straight up just letting your guard down.